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Date: Monday, November 20, 2006 Time: 12:55 AM
ever since after danzation, i'm still as busy as ever.. hahas. i cant get to rest.. mon n tues sick terribly.. gt 2 days mc.. wed. GL training.. hais. worst bahs. sick, cant do anything. wasnt on right mood.. i cried.. many thoughts flashed thru my mind during GL training.. sometimes i nearly wanted to gif up le.. wat's holding mi back.. determination to go thru all tis..? or.. hais. i dunno.. i dun even noe.. but one thing for sure.. my frens in GL.. Thurs.. PCB SUCKS to e CORE!! i HATE HIM!! truely deep frm my heart, mind or watever, shit him! stupid lorry face. ahh!!! spoilt my day in e morning.. I shall make u see tt i will score well for my INFO! PCB SUX SUX SUX!!! had nite cycling on fri.. hais.. cycle till half way rain somemore.. aiks. cycle from NP to Lau Pa Sat n back.. e journey back was faster.. but more tiring.. cuz gt more slopes.. back in sch abt 5plus.. den heard tt clement injured!! aiks. worried for him. although he always bully mi n kok my head, he is still my ares GL.. so when hear he injured.. alamak. i oso gt injuries.. blue blacks. hahas.. reached home at 7am. pom on e bed straight! slp until 6pm den woke up.. went to buy dinner n such.. damn tired.. slp until sunday oso 2plus.. hahas.. Wayne say i'm a pig. zzz. he oso lar. pple tired mar.. didnt go for both NP n BB CO.. hais.. how did i ever let myself tired until like tt.. after AP performance, i will stop goin to NPCO le.. seriously, no time.. now no time to rest, more to say to study.. BBCO.. i guess.. i oso dunno. *i told someone tt there's a barrier which will always be there.. he say.. - u created a barrier within yrself. he oso created a barrier within himself. so thick plus thick = thick thick- sounds funny yet its true.. i cant break e barrier.. but can i climb over..? i took e 1st step, yet he goes back 2 step.. i.. truely truely wans to treat u as a fren.. will u accept tt..? forget abt e words i said to u in e past.. i onli wans to start frm a fren.. someone who i wants to understand slowly.. someone hu i can help.. someone hu will help mi oso.. is it so hard mar..? i dun wish to cry for u anymore le.. it hurts.. realli hurts.. putting up a brave front doesnt do gd either.. after tonite.. hope i can forget everythin.. pple worry abt mi.. ask mi dun think so much.. trying my best to.. haf been trying to treat u as normal as possible le.. does e prob lie on u? or mi? tt day.. kanna pwn by those pple AGAIN. is it bcuz of tt time? u think somewhere else again? i hate myself.. bcuz of them n one gal.. everythin changed overnite.. * *mayb being busy is gd.. at least. i can forget my probs temporarily..* it's a miracle i'm waiting for.. for u nv nv nv will noe.. how much i like u deep within mi.. |