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Date: Wednesday, October 04, 2006 Time: 12:27 AM *heart's changing. good or bad..?*
as we are walking to our room..we walked past e SGLs room lehs! hahas. there's like so many pple inside la! hahas.. so HIGH. den we sing sing sing.. until 5plus i gtg le. cuz gt dance at nite.. JM went wif mi.. lols.. den met lye huat n weng.. reached sch abt 6plus lar.. den.. i heard abt e forum thingy being said.. hais. my tears began to feel my eyes lehs. lucky nv drop. was feeling damn emo. i mean if someone juz mention forum beside mi, i may juz break down n cry.. dunno why lar. den i suddenly gt pissed of by PH. poor gal.. i dun meant to. hais. . as we're walkking frm canteen 1 to blk 16.. i wasnt feeling RIGHT at all.. in fact, i could feel my tears there le.. see everyone laughing n toking happily.. i juz cant bring myself up to tt mood.. pegs noe.. i was like e out of mood gal at that moment.. when i reached blk 16, i juz dun haf e mood to dance.. i took a walk outside. my tears rolled down.. cant control le lar.. hais. ying wei, vien, wee ting all ask why i'm sad. but i juz told them i dun haf enuff rest lo.. hais. i oso dunno how to say.. den in e room, i went over to tok to PH. it wasnt her fault at all, from wat i noe, she oso in a veri difficult position. poor gal. i'm sorry. but, at least after dancing. i feel much better.. but my mood was still low. damn low.. oso feeling feverish tt nite le.. went over to cheers n haf a small meeting wif "upstairs" members. sth cropped up in our grp. had a loooong discussion.. e others went for dinner. but, mi pegs n bao wen went home.. all wasn't in e right mood tt nite.. so quiet in e bus.. not like e usual us.. hais. tis few days.. i haf been undergoin alot alot of stress.. until, i feel like exploding le.. if not for my frens who are supporting mi, i tink i may haf break down long ago.. called joe on my way home.. chatted wif him. at least he's one hu can make mi laugh.. hahas. wif his super lame jokes. lols.. sms-ed wif PH.. at least i noe wat is REALLY goin on.. went to MSN. saw RINO. decided to pour my sorrows.. RINO is one of my Britney Grp Seniors.. she's a nice one. realli love her alot.. i didnt noe she's in main comm.. whoa.. so when i told her wat happened.. she was like "poor gal. shud haf told mi earlier.. den u wun suffer.." immediately i feel so much relieved when i see her wrote tt.. decided to tell her wat happened.. she's so understanding.. a nice fren, a nice senior.. hehes.. at least she says tt i can confide in her when i'm down! hahas.. sweet..~ oso, forum probs is solved. yes! hahas.. bcuz of tt, i slp at 4plus in e morning. tired myself out.. tink my body oso cannot tahan le.. hope next week everythin runs smoothly for mi.. sch is starting soon le.. when shud i buy my lecture books n stuff? wahaha.. feel like buying new stationery.. lols. like small gal liddat. lols! Jaei completed her updates of her blog.. hahas. so fast. now, i finished! haha! *sad lehs. she say i'm slow. BOO HOO! see which one longer.. ahha!* |