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Date: Thursday, September 28, 2006 Time: 11:36 PM *i missed him.yet i gt to forget him..*
had GL training yest. hais. i felt as if i'm NOT MYSELF throughout e whole training.. hais. first thing, i'm late. but cuz we waited for yin n cheryl at e bus stop. den hor, i guess i've forgot tt i gt to go in front n explain why. thus, i went to my grp there n sat down. suddenly wei jie shout "sit somemore sit somemore", i immediately jump up sia! hais.. so paiseh n malu n pissed.. i dunno ma.. hais. so, while explaining, everyone's reason is e same. we waited for frens.. IT IS TRUE we waited for frens. well, i supposed it cant be a reason i noe.. but, hais.. i dunno how to put it across la.. after tt is PT lor. oso veri strict. hais.. until campus run, i gt stitch, cant run.. oso kanna label as weak liao sia. hais.. WTH.. seriously, wat am i doin... went for lunch wif caryn, cheryl, yin, jeremiah n denyse.. after tt is grp 1 games. overall, ok lar.. except for e canteen one. tt one realli is WTF!! argh! imagine adding over more den 10 sauces which u bloody hell dunno wat is tt n u gt to eat.. i do feel like vomiting rite at e start.. it seems so much like water colour. spicy, sour, sweet n GROSS. somemore, our grp lost 2 times.. gt e eat 2 times lar. realli muz thank donald, jere n xiangling for eating most of it.. wonder if they gt stomachache mar. ever wonder when they plan tis game, they gt think tt mixing so so much sauce will cause stomach ache or not.. ZZZ. SAFETY!!!! i guess i heard steph saying tt she vomitted.. hais. poor gal.. at least make us eat sth which we see le, is edible de.. hais. dunno la.. WTH. . whole training ended abt 5plus.. went to bath n slack at green patch b4 goin to dance.. dance oso veri jia lat. damn tired after gl training. cant gif full out. everyone's toking away, cant catch ann's instructions. hais.. veri bek cek.. feel like breaking down.. after training, which was arnd 10plus.. they went to eat prata, so, reached home arnd mdnite.. hais.. dead beat every day.. next week having 4 days of dance.. some self prac, some trainings.. whoa, i'm super woman.. lalala. crazy mi.. recently i haf 2 more dance performances.. one is for Jia Jun's sec sch, another is for GL S&S dance segment.. for jia jun's one, i kip missing out on practices.. but i simply gt no time at all.. sometimes i wonder if i juz pulled out. it would be disatrous.. but.. i cant go practise.. everyone except mi. arh!!! hais. feel like banging e wall.. now i haf to squeeze time for GL S&S.. is there a slot, i dunno.. someone help mi pls.. i oso need to work.. sobs.. *haf been thinking alot nowadays.. he has gone to HK le. hmm.. what shud i do..? shud i use tis time to forget him.. start afreshed.. yups. even though i dun realli wanna let go.. i'm stubborn. yes. there's juz too much burden inside my heart. i dunno wher to start from. i dunno wher to go. feel like goin missing again.. let mi get lost, i shall find my way out. SOON..* |