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Date: Saturday, June 17, 2006 Time: 1:21 AM *missing u.. loving u..*
checked my microbiology results.. i passed!!! hahas.. 32/40.. so damn happie! hahas.. jin da win mi by 1 mark (duhs..) hahas.. aniwae, i passed.. hahas.. hope i passed physiology too.. tt one is my biggest concern.. one more week of hols b4 sch starts again.. i hardly enjoyed myself.. dunno why, tis hols like nth to do! hahas.. mayb juz time for mi to relax.. oso dance! hehes.. dancing gd k.. hahas.. now waiting for my muscle ache to go away.. den can start practicing le.. yeah yeah yeah! chatting wif ms ang in msn.. haha.. told her my probs.. abt my prince.. hahas.. mms, she said tt gif both of us time to noe each other.. i agree.. but.. it's onli one sided.. he doesnt even seems interested to noe mi.. what can i do.. hais. shud i persevere.. i wan to.. but i'm a human, i will oso feel tired de.. i dowan to regret, wat if.. i say wat if.. one day he like mi ne? isnt i stupid to gif up? argh! i dunno.. but, i realli dunno wat i can do now le.. feel like taking a break.. his heart seemed to be close. cant go in n understand him at all.. i felt myself banging n banging on e door of his heart.. but he juz wun open it!! hais.. covered wif wounds n bruises now.. recalling e past.. when he talks to mi, i'll juz be over e moon.. smiling like an idiot.. at bus stop or in bus.. but, it's juz happiness.. purely happy n excited to c him.. in msn.. staring at his nick.. tinking when he would tok to mi 1st.. hais.. but of cuz, tt nv happen b4.. well, dun blame him.. what can he tok to mi? hais.. i tink.. he doesnt even notice mi at all in e 1st place.. purely one sided bah.. sad hor? ahahas.. still waiting for miracle to happen.. giving up? NO. i will wait.. until one day.. he noes my feelings.. den.. let's c how bah.. hu noes what e future will be like? rite? gtg rest le.. headache.. |