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Date: Thursday, June 01, 2006 Time: 7:18 PM *common test coming*
saw yan yi!! haha.. she pei mi take 184.. so sweet of her.. lols. den we chat n chat.. hahas.. like cannot chat finished de.. den i walked home.. saw one nra senior.. but dun even noe her name.. lols. so nv say hi or wat. lols.. we had nra yest.. learnt locking. hahas.. but i dun like lehs. lols.. danced till veri lan. hahas.. sometimes gt to play abit.. lols.. den gt one nra senior veri funny de lehs. haha.. i forgot his name.. he kip forgetting tis, forgetting tt. hahas.. den explain things oso veri fast de.. hahas.. veri funny ar, next time mux ask his name. hahas.. common test coming le.. i oso started revision le.. but cant concentrate.. hais.. kip thinkin of him again n again tis few days. or even weeks.. hais, guess i'm back to square 1 again.. i dun ask much from him.. or i dun even wan to ask anithin from him.. to him, i mayb his fren.. but, i wanna kip on liking him.. he's like my motivation.. but to him, i'm juz a normal fren.. although tt hurts alot.. but, i cant force him.. it's ok to kip on waiting.. as long as one day my love will be returned from him.. i noe it's impossible.. even though my gal-frens ask mi to persevere.. it's hard.. when i c him, i dunno what to say to him.. even a simple hi, i hesistate.. mayb, tt's why he didnt said it to mi either.. dunno.. i'm confused.. i kip thinking abt it day n nite.. every nite.. wondering wat he's doin, is he rushing his projects? busy frm work? tired after coming back frm sch? i'm goin crazy! i dun ask for his return for my love.. it's juz, looking at him.. u'll feel happiness inside.. juz as if yr problems were not in yr heart animore.. trust mi, it's different frm other guys.. so far, he's e one.. i will continue waiting.. he said tt he doesnt haf a galfren b4.. will he detest mi? cuz i've bf b4.. or he likes gals w/o bf b4? hahas.. i dunno.. my heart is in a mess now.. hais.. sometimes, i tink he wanna avoid mi.. hurts alot lar.. but i cant stop liking him.. i cant!! so, i dun care le.. liking him isnt wrong.. now, i wanna concentrate on my common test.. will u wish mi gd luck..? will u? i supposed u wont c tis blog either.. hahas.. hope u wont.. -i realli wished to treat u as a fren.. but deep in my heart, i noe, i truely like u..- |