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Date: Monday, May 23, 2005 Time: 12:18 PM * yIpPee. LonG hOls, wAt More? *
actualli todae wanna go sentosa de.. but, mummy say dun go.. she say, " not scared sun burn again arh?".. hahaz.. scared le.. aniwae, she bringing mi mah.. so din go.. mi arh.. watch vcd till 4plus tis morning.. pro seh.. i was so tired.. but e show veri nice sia.. hahaz.. kip changing disc.. lolc, till 4plus.. den slp till 11am, woke up n reply hong.. den fall back to slp till 2plus.. lay on bed n continue watchin e show till 5plus.. hahaz.. den i pulled myself up frm bed.. omg.. jzu feel like slpin again lor.. hahaz.. slp till 2plus.. broke record sia.. lolx.. went to plaza wif mei mei.. she wanna buy some stuff ma.. mi too lo, went to but quite alot of things.. hahaz.. den walked home wif her.. mmx, tt time realli feel like slpin.. hahaz.. veri tired lehx.. reached home den eat dinner lo.. after tt went to bath den play pipa again le.. jia.. tt song.. wahaha.. she goin say mi for sure again.. lolx.. b4 i came to blog.. lolx.. nth to do.. tmr goin out.. 4/9 gals gathering for sth.. hong say meet for breakfast, oso gt pinz n yimmie.. hahaz.. aniwae, e thing starts later mah.. hahaz.. tmr muz enjoy, lol.. nowadays, kip thinking abt e past.. e days when i still had him to talk wif mi.. sms wif mi.. cheering mi up.. somehow.. i feel as if it wun happen animore le.. i noe, loving someone doesn't mean tt he haf to be wif mi.. if he's happy, u will feel happy de.. i noe, i noe.. i still love him, miz him alot.. of cuz, he wun noe.. mayb he's thinking.. how much i hate him, how much i dun wish to see him.. well, my attitude does show tt.. i hid my real feelings le.. i dun dare to show out animore.. when i showed it, he dun haf animore reactions le.. so, wat for.. felt lonely sometimes.. juz feel it.. i dunno leh.. in sch n at home.. juz made myself to be occupied wif things.. so tt i wun tink of it animore.. will i forget him? i wun, even if there's a gun in front of mi to ask mi to, i will not. will i love him? i will, but i'll juz silently wait n love bah.. cuz, tt's wat my heart wans.. will i let him noe? i wun.. he wun noe tis, forever.. remained my 'ignoring' attitude.. it's such an irony.. lolx.. watever.. i tink, cannot tink of tis for e moments now bah.. chi o's.. haiz.. will he eve cum back mar.. bcuz, i still believe in my heart.. one day, he will.. hee.. k lar, stop here le.. bye~ |