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      Date: Sunday, April 03, 2005
      Time: 10:29 AM
    = Shattered. Torn Apart. =

      hey guys! miss mi mar? lolx.. has been a long time since i blog le wor.. well.. too many things happened n i realli felt so troubled n heartbroken.. haiz.. had received a shocking news.. everything ended le.. no more sha gua n sha dan le.. sobs.. i had been crying tis few days.. noe tis news on 31/3.. a bad day for mi.. haiz.. -we cant continue animore.. waited for 10mths. hoped for 10mths. cried, care, love him for 10mths.. he told mi to forget him.. sobs..- how i can ever forget u.. it's impossible de.. why do u wan mi to make a choice.. i had nv given up b4.. now, i dun wish to.. sobs.. u've hurt mi so deeply tt day.. u saw mi cry.. u heard mi cry.. i waited for tt day to cum.. yet, wat i gt is to hear those words which i dun wish to hear.. e wound in my heart will nv heal.. it will nv heal.. it hurts alot.. sobs.. -sha dan, u're troubled.. i'm also troubled.. now, u dun haf to le.. cuz, u've made yr stand.. sobs... :'(-

      haiz, tt is wat happened on 31/3.. i had no mood to do my work tt day.. and i kept crying n cryin.. kept thinking of wat he said.. my papers were all soaked wif water sia..*tears*.. den so weird lor, i fell aslp.. haiz.. eyes swollen like dunno wat sia.. woke up le den do abit of maths.. cant concentrate.. cry again.. it realli hurts mi.. sobs.. had to prepare for a maths test.. but i din.. do some den went to slp le.. lie on my bed.. den cry again.. arh.. tis time pillows were soaking wet.. hahaz.. den cried myself to slp lor.. cannot control e tears arh.. lost too much water.. wonder how to run 2.4km tmr.. hahaz.. tried not to tink of him.. but.. haiz..

      ~1st April- April Fool day! lolx.. todae woke up wif a swollen eye.. den kip washin face.. hahaz.. stupid.. woke up at 6.30pm.. wanna wake up at 6pm de.. in e end, mei mei kip callin mi.. wa lao, sian half half lor.. den wake up.. hahaz..mummy went to cook noodles for mi.. cuz i told her i running todae.. nd to eat smthin, if not will haf no energy.. cuz hungry mar.. den todae went out late.. 7am den go out.. hahaz.. 1st time sia.. lolx.. tried not to tink of him, it worked somehow.. was reading my maths in e lrt.. met hong on e way to sch.. told her wat happened nor.. okie lar.. den reached sch le muz smile de.. cannot pull a long face.. *diaoz..* hehex..

      well, pin came back to sch todae.. lolx, she gave mi sth.. hahaz.. she noe i like tis sia.. hehex.. thz wor! mmz.. den todae in fact was doin practical e whole day.. chem n ophysics both practical.. maths do test.. PE do NapFa lor.. pin told mi i was e 3rd gal to cum back.. but timing realli slow sia.. haiz.. i walked quite a distance.. cuz nearly fainted on e way.. kip pushing myself to run.. i lost smthin le, but i muz continue.. yupz,so i ran lor.. went back le den drank lots of water.. my face was BURNING RED!! lolx.. so hot n red.. omg.. paiseh sia, like red apple liddat.. maths arh.. do maths test lor.. haiz.. goin to be thrown out of class on monday le.. i did badly.. alot i forgot how to do.. partly bcuz of last nite, i realli din study.. wif tt kind of mood, how to study? haiz.. so, maths test die lor..physics do practical.. 1st time i did a practical so well sia.. or shud say smooth.. hahaz.. lyk physics! lolx.. (",) den co lor.. played e 2 songs over n over again.. till hand pain sia.. hahaz.. meetin hong n ting they all for movie at nite.. was lookin forward to it.. hehex.. after co sp asked mi whether to join them for dinner.. *whoa, rare* hahaz.. but cannot arh, met hong they all le.. so dowan lor.. mm..mayb next time bah.. dunno arh.. cuz, i oso dunno wat to tok to them abt leh.. went to lot one 1st wif melissa.. den met hong they all for dinner.. i was so hungry! haiyoz..

      stood outside long john quite long ar.. joke wif them lor.. gt mi,hong,ting,rong,zhan n sher.. hahaz.. den saw den chua.. diaoz.. went for dinner at e foodcourt downstairs.. den watched movie at 7.15pm.. *House of Fury*.. wha.. so nice! twins so pretty n their fighting was so damn gd! hahaz.. wonder how they did tt.. it was a nice n funny show.. muz watch ar.. hehex.. ended at 9 lor.. den saw Jin Da, zi xiong.. so one more arh.. called ' xiong bao?'.. dunno dunno.. hahaz.. tt nite yong rong *jie fu* send mi home.. cuz my hse there not safe sia.. sometimes gt strange pple there.. i scared seh.. so ting asked jie fu pei mi home.. mmz, he told mi alot of advices lor.. hahaz.. we waited for so many trains to go.. so funny.. he kept saying alot of pple arh.. den we waited n waited.. in e end, reached home at 10plus.. diaoz.. haha.. on e way, he consoled mi lor.. gd jie fu.. hahaz.. he asked mi to take a break.. let myself rest for a few days.. cuz i looked so tired le.. haiz, mayb i shud bah.. den he gave mi so many examples.. nearly laff out.. hahaz.. dun worry lar, i'll be fine de.. thanx for telling mi so much.. hehe.. so nice of him to see mi home.. *lolx*

      ~2nd April - todae arh.. woke up at 10.30am.. phew, jux in time for my pokemon show! lolx.. dunno y i love pokemon so much.. it's nice lor.. hehex.. den ate my breakfast b4 goin out.. met hong 1st.. hahaz.. den saw boon choon, vivian n jieying.. went to buy our lunch.. cuz we goin to harris's hse.. lolx.. finally wen came.. den we set off.. took 307 to his hse.. wha, his hse veri big sia! lolx.. den saw jannah, kamen they all reached le.. diaoz.. supposed to be 1pm de.. hahaz.. in e end, not much pple lar.. alot of gals, lesser guys.. aiyoz.. went to e Funtional hall dunno at wher de.. hahaz.. started practising.. lolx.. so funny.. started dancing n rehearsing our steps.. soon ar, mi tired le.. wanna rest.. hehe.. den dun dance le.. hehex.. went to lot one wif hong, took neo prints! lolx.. 2 times sia, cuz 1st time veri fun mar, so took 2nd time.. wha, pictures were nice sia.. long time no take le.. next time muz take more.. lolx.. den parted.. juz reached home no long ago.. goin to start my hmwork soon le.. haben even touch it sia.. hahaz.. k lar, it's such a long entry.. lolx.. sorry arh.. alot of things wor? hor? lolx..

      [u hurt mi so deeply.. i dun wish tis to happen de.. but it happened.. haiz.. i'll try to heal e wound.. u muz take care of yrself, rmb arh.. sobs.. ]


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