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Date: Thursday, April 14, 2005 Time: 12:22 PM *pissed off.. -dammit-*
after tt, received some msgs too.. but i din reply.. felt really down n sad lor.. i juz dun haf e mood to.. blur blur lor.. den went to do a-maths tys.. haiz, stupid lar, mi always liddat de. when i feel realli down n sad, i do maths.. weird seh.. apologised to jin da.. he's angry.. i noe, i shud not scold him de.. but i cant say out some things lor.. wat for? say le oso no use le.. haiz, finally, i broke down n cry.. for long.. long time.. was not feeling well.. msg *him* gd nite den slp le.. cuz, cannot tahan le.. todae.. haiz..same old feelings.. but better.. our class gt e priviledge to wear pe attire to sch on wed n fri.. gd thing, isn't it? den was feelin okie.. maths lesson arh.. felt so slpy.. haiz.. den overslp todae lor.. woke up at 6.40am.. lol, missed my bed seh.. den rushed lor.. haiz.. mmx, after recess was okie lar.. todae is drama's SYF.. wished them gd luckx.. hehex.. den well, reading period.. hahaz.. omg, gt e biggest news ever sia! hahaz.. -shh.. cannot say.. lolx.. bur is gd news!~- den ended e day wif english lor.. hehex.. gt co later on.. sian.. but will miss maths test sia.. lol.. CO- mmx, vivian came back.. lolx, dunno y i go tell her todae combine.. blur mi.. haiz.. den i rmb yest i wasn't feeling well, dunno wat i sending to her either.. hahaz.. apologised to her.. den gt SYF committee meeting.. in e end, gt so much laughters.. hahaz.. always go out of qn.. hahaz.. den went back to practise le.. no mood too.. haiz.. den gt small combine.. mmz, at 1st frm bar 54 still not played well.. fed up.. but later on, can get it le.. so, okie lor.. oh ya, went to find hong to take my hmwork.. den chatted wif her for awhile b4 goin back to practice lor.. mmx.. heard tt maths test tough lor.. haiz.. stress again le.. went home straight after co, no energy to move le lar.. den luckily reached home le den my mummy's fren cooked dinner for us.. so gd.. den i ate lor.. mmz, den went to blur blur again le.. haiz.. nowadays realli like to blur alot.. dunno wat to say le.. but jux wan to apologise to e pple hu i haf shown attitude on.. sorry.. haiz.. hope things get batter bah.. * leaf is dying.. e tree juz stands there.. not moving a single inch.. lookin at e leaf, yet he din do anything.. leaf hated e wind to blow it down to e ground.. yet thank e wind, for allowing tree to haf new leaves grown..* sobs.. |