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Date: Friday, March 04, 2005 Time: 11:00 AM *sobs.. my Physics Ct.. sobs..*
todae was quite a relaxed day.. geog teacher din cum todae.. hahaz.. quite gd.. hee.. free period.. den after recess was chi,physics n english lo.. went over to 4/8 classrm to haf our eng lesson.. hahaz.. den after sch was ct le.. sad sad.. haiz.. yest slp at 1am.. cant fall aslp lo.. lying on bed, n crying.. tears juz flowed out.. n cant stop lo.. i noe.. tis few weeks i had been stressed alot.. in studies esp.. n love bah.. i seemed to be lost in a maze.. cant get out of it, n my heart really hurts alot.. i tried to push it aside.. but, wat i rmb was his gd, e memories.. his smile, his everything flashed in my mind always.. which made mi feel like crying too.. march le.. had been almost 9 months le bah.. lookin back, time flies so quickly.. so fast.. listenin to some soothin music now, which made mi feel like droppin my tears again.. yest was co.. had our combine practice wif mr goh.. dunno y, goin thru one song was lyk so long.. became veri moody lo.. cuz,i skipped my breakfast, lunch.. till 6plus den ate my dinner or my 1st meal.. hahaz.. havin gastric sia.. den did some hmwork lo.. after tt i went to slp.. veri veri tired le.. till arnd 8plus liddat.. den started revising for physics.. haiz.. well, tmr[ 4/3] is SPORTS DAY!! can c all my frens run le.. hehex.. they all veri fast sia.. wished them all e best.. hehex.. tmr mayb goin KBOX after tt.. hahaz.. fun sia, long time no go le.. ever since tis year.. hahaz.. din haf much hmwork tis weekend.. so, can play PS later on.. yippee! hehex.. can dance again le.. hahaz.. its a nice feelin to dance n sweat afterwards, some form of exercise lo.. hehex.. bet tis weekend i'll be quite busy.. alot of dates le.. hahaz.. jkjk.. hehex.. or shud i sae, appointment? hahaz.. had been thinkin alot tis few days.. tears had been droppin too.. [follow wat my heart says].. i wanted to.. cuz, i realli wun bear to gif up.. i haf come till so far.. i will continue n continue de.. wif tt heart of mine, tellin mi to persevere.. regardless of wat treatment, i shud not gif up.. hehex.. cuz, now den i noe, wat i really wanted.. nth had made mi so determined b4.. u're e 1st one.. hehex.. tink tt's enuff le.. stop here le.. take care wor.. hehex.. bye! |