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Date: Sunday, January 30, 2005 Time: 7:48 AM = stress.. haiz.. wat am i doin?? =
thurs(27/)- mmz.. also dun quite rmb le.. but its an ordinary dae for mi.. hahaz.. gt remedials till 4plus lo.. actualli gt somethin on after tt.. but aniwae, cancelled.. yupz.. veri sad lo.. haiz.. other days de i forgot le.. hahaz.. paiseh arh.. but i lead a stressful life.. so stressed up.. haiz.. told hong alot of my probs.. she too, gave mi advice.. nice buddy.. hehex.. always there for mi de. wahahaz.. PigLet 4s rulex.. hehex.. [ting,yin,hong n yong!] mmz.. well, gt back my chem test on electrolysis.. hahaz.. scored well.. 46/50.. hee.. my hard work paid off.. hahaz.. den recently e periodic table test.. scored 31/35.. hahaz.. but not quite happy wif e result.. can score better de.. yupz, i muz work hard n score better next time! hehex.. i will, n i muZ! my target, to be in e top 20 in class, last year, i gt e position of 22.. tis year, muz squeeze into top 20.. hehex.. jia you jia you.. hahaz.. gettin busy nowadays.. alot of things to catch up wif.. hahaz.. so no time to blog le.. every week always gt test de.. chi too.. every chi lesson is spellin of sec 3 stuff.. but also gd la.. revision lo.. hee.. SYF comin nearer.. well, to be exact, is on april 20th.. teacher sae onli like haf 10times of practice n we will be goin for a battle le.. hahaz.. quite worried though.. so i muz practice lo.. though i noe le, but its not perfect.. i mux do till a standard, which everione see le will not be disappointed.. but i muz manage time well.. had been walkin home nowadays.. tot of alot of things as usual.. also, also my frenx.. recallin e past.. n reall, everi thing changed.. my 4th year in sch, jux came so fast.. kinda of miss it if i left sch.. dunno wat to do.. but will cum back for CO bah.. hahaz.. cannot leave my juniors aside.. hahaz.. but noe, O levels.. i muz work hard le lo.. k la, dunno wat to write le.. next time den continue lo.. [ gettin more n more confused nowadays.. alot of things in my heaart.. till i cant breath animore.. so stressed up.. i need someone.. to help mi.. to care for mi.. n to love mi.. haiz.. but i noe it is impossible to find one.. well.. tat is my life.. gt to juz accept it. aniwae, when i am feelin down, i juz gt a sense of.. i dun understand myself.. even my happiness.. my smile.. seemed to be fake.. haiz.. wher is e true liyong? missin le.. cannot find le.. in front of all of u, is a gal, hu has a shattered heart, leavin a fake life.. she is missin in her thoughts, her problems.. she needs someone.. tt someone.. haiz..] |