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Date: Sunday, January 09, 2005 Time: 12:35 AM .+.[*i wish.. i wish..*]
went home wif my sis.. she accompany mi there..hahaz.. den on our way home bought some ingredients to went home n cook dinner!!hahaz.. cuz mummy sick le.. cannot cook for us.. so we cook ourselves lo.. den hor, bought our fav food.. hahaz.. reached home n started cookin le.. but mi hurt myself arh.. stupid de.. haiz.. ate my dinner arnd 6plus.. hehex.. den watch tv.. so full.. hahaz.. ate a sumptous dinner.. hahaz.. yum yum.. msg wif him too.. hehex.. at 1st veri sad lehx.. cuz he din reply mi.. haiz.. but later he gt lo. hee.. mayb mood change le bah.. haiz. dunno la.. tmr gt bbco. wondering if i shud go mah? muz kip on practisin pipa lo.. if not. haiz.. skills oredi veri lan le.. sobs sobs.. oredi 4 yrs in co le.. y cant i play well.. haiz.. so stupid.. sobs.. sometimes.. even basics i cant get it rite lo.. stupid rite?haiz.. steppin down soon.. SYF approachin soon.. i hope i'll do well.. i wish.. 7 dec- had a short day till 1pm.. hahaz.. cuz veri little lessons.. time past veri quickly lo..realli.. hahaz.. during physics mi n hong count down.. so sian sia.. hahaz.. den went for CO le.. gt performance.. nd to gather at 1.30pm.. den hor..mi recess din eat.. or can sae i din go for recess.. stayed outside classroom.. den lunch.. oso din eat lo.. no appetite le.. dunno y lehx.. den till 3plus.. feelin hungry n abit giddy le.. but din tell anione.. haiz.. went for meetin.. head suddenly veri pain lor.. den also gastric.. feelin weak.. jia n jess.. mel saw tt i'm not well.. asked mi to go n eat smthin.. tt time was like.. 5pm liddat le?whoa.. i still dunno i can tahan so long worx..walk also like no energy liddat..damn hungry n giddy.. haiz.. reached mac.. wha.. faster go buy le.. cannot tahan arhz.. den saw Elena n her frens.. hahaz.. they veri cute lehx.. dunno y suddenly we like gt tok tok de.. hahaz.. those gurls arh.. hahaz.. cute.. esp yibin.. hahaz.. okie..next wed.. i'll rmb de.. hahaz.. cuz last time went for e SCH concert.. den found out tt we gt same same de things.. skirt n shoes.. hahaz.. den she arh.. everytime c mi will say same de.. hahaz.. sch uni mah!! if cuz same lar. hahaz.. gt one time we wore different colour de PE shirt, den will say not same.. hahaz.. [diaoz].. hee.. cute sia.. but.. tis yr is my last yr in co le.. juz felt tt.. i'll miz it alot.. e memories in co.. i juz felt like i've been in tis sch for onli awhile.. time realli flies wor.. hehex.. den reached home arnd 6 liddat.. went to but dinner lo.. yest din do anithin much.. did my hmwork.. hahaz..den slp at 1am.. hehex.. cannot slp mah.. haiz.. [yest.. was waitin for his call.. but he din cal mi in e end.. mayb he fell aslp le bah.. i was so sad during co.. dunno y lehx, tot of alot of things.. haiz..tried to hide my unhappiness lo.. mmz.. dunno la.. vivian came yest.. told her some things.. felt much better.. but not realli la.. cuz haben finish full story ma.. wanna hear her views.. hee.. i was sad, he din noe.. haiz.. dun wan let him noe lor.. he'll worry abt mi de.. he wana mi to take care.. i tried to.. but.. it seems hopeless.. i wish i wish.. haiz.. my happiness.. i wish for happiness.. God.. he'll gif mi de, rite?sobs..] |