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Date: Friday, January 14, 2005 Time: 12:00 PM *2nd week is endin soon..*
started e day wif an a-maths test.. haiz.. wanna study somemore de.. but went into class den test le.. omg.. den mind all blank.. hahaz.. but i still gt do lo.. wondering if i'll met her expectations..i dowan to be e [outstandin] student sia.. hee.. hope i'll pass bah.. followin which is ss.. as usual.. i nearly fall aslp.. so tired lo.. realli no mood to listen.. haiz.. juz dunno wat is happening to mi lo.. ask myself i also dunno de la.. haiz.. i onli noe tt i'm blur.. hahaz.. tis one everyone seems to noe.. hee.. geog lesson!! hahaz.. fun sia!! tt lesson cannot slp de.. hahaz.. cuz hor.. Mr Tan de voice so loud! hahaz.. omg.. listened till ears so pain.. hahaz.. also gt laughters in his class.. so nice.. den recess lo.. hee.. wanna skip breakfast de.. but scared gastric. so eat lo.. but no mood too.. haiz.. den.. EL lesson also nth much lo.. edit draft.. 2.30pm was ss test, 3.30pm is chi test.. haiz.. i noe cannot store so mani things in my mind lo.. no space le.. hahaz.. so.. juz try my best lo.. ss was tough.. i din finish e paper.. haiz.. wondering if i'll pass too.. chi test was okie.. tink a1 shud be no prob?? hahaz.. i counted e marks mah.. tink can de.. hehex.. so, i started e day wif a test, n ended e day wif a test too.. hahaz.. went to mac wif hong, skip my lunch.. hungry sia.. den eat lo.. chatted wif her too.. hee.. den ting came n join us.. diaoz.. she cry lehx.. scared mi lo.. den 3 of us chatted.. yupx.. till 5plus den go home.. hahaz.. ting pei mi to e lrt station.. den she went home.. mi also lo.. dunno y lehx.. go home tt time tot of alot of things again.. haiz.. y i kip thinkin de..dunno lah.. juz cant get e thing out of my mind lo.. even durin lesson time i also liddat.. haiz.. at on earth is happenin.. sobs.. reached home den hug my bolster so tightly.. hahaz.. realli so tired.. rested for awhile lo.. den went to bath.. nth much happen till now bah.. tmr will be more relaxin.. but is it true..? i dunno.. haiz.. veri fan arh.. haiz.. [2nd week is endin soon.. so fast.. haiz.. wat shud i do?hehex.. avoidin. being cruel. stop e love. arh?hahaz.. dunno.. sometimes.. i realli dun wish to tink.. but i juz felt tt i'm being forced to make a decision. a decision which i hate to make e most.. which i made le, will be e deepest wound deep in my heart.. haiz.. juz.. wat shud i do? someone is out there waitin for mi.. tt someone.. is he realli worth doin tt? will i be soft hearted..? i dunno.. but my heart is now in a mess.. dun wish to tink...] |