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✩ LiYonG ' vAnEssA
✩ 9-TeeN gOin 20 .
✩ 30.08.89 .
✩ NUS Undergraduate tO be.
✩ Only Music in my life.

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*Maintain GPA 3.5 and abv for every Semester
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[tired. stress. confused. sad. animore??]

has been a time since i update.. sorrie arh.. veri busy tis week lo.. mm.. alot of activities realli tired mi down.. haiz. sian de lehx.. esp. e Chinese Orchestra Parents cum Awards NiteX.. realli so busy.. tt nite is yest lo.. 16 dec.. den 15 dec is e preparation n planning all those stuff lahz.. mm.. 14 dec mi went swimmin.. tired again norx.. hahaz.. mm.. den also tot of alot of things.. mi n him de.. haiz.. memories flowed back le.. tot of our times together.. we started contacting each other le.. but lately.. we dun seem to contact as much le.. either he told mi he not callin or cal lo.. den my cousin also told mi alot fo things.. suddenly i dunno y.. he seems to be making use of mi.. dunno whether it's true anot.. but dunno y i'll liddat tink.. i started to think of e negative side of him.. and i cried lo.. haiz.. realli so sad.. i'm realli confused.. but wat can i do.. nth.. nth..kip cryin n cryin.. eyes swollen.. he dunno.. onli hong noes.. we chatted.. den she console mi lo.. thz arhz.. is he realli making use of mi? cum to tink of it.. he seems to be.. but also not.. haiz.. help.. pls help mi.. sobs..

15 dec-gt co prac lo.. mm.. but i din practice much.. haiz.. abit no mood lehx.. like sian sian de.. den went out saw pin n mel.. they're doin e script for co nitex.. so help a little.. hahaz.. see my juniors practicin.. dunno y lehx.. can they be more cooperative? as in.. help one another? even if seniors not arnd, do their best n play loud n clear? dun be too fast? as our conductos says,"one generation is not better than e previous one.." i tink.. i agree lo.. not to say tt our generation is gd.. but.. e attitude tt i see in them.. realli makes mi worried for them.. n co's future.. it seems to be fallin any moment.. it's so saddening lo.. when can they show us tt they're not like wat we think they are? our conductor has been trying his best.. but i tink we're not lo.. still not worried.. haiz.. SYF is comin le.. but their attitude.. realli gt nth to say.. even when ex seniors say them, they also like heck care liddat de.. i dun wish to gif up on them, neither would i wan to c them givin up first lo.. if tt's e case, our hard work realli goes down e drain le.. haiz..

16 dec-co nitex.. went to sch in e mornin at 9am.. mm.. feelin so sian n tired.. gt to rehearse e songs for tonite.. [xi shui chang liu. peng you. i dream(taufik batisah)] to express our gratitude to our dearest seniors.. den went up to e hall for rehearsal lo.. mel dunno wat happen.. suddenly cry.. tink bcuz of our juniors.. haiz.. y everitime liddat de..sometimes.. it's so tired to be a leader lo.. rehearse le.. but pipa grp realli veri bad lorx!! omg.. i was like.. wat are we playin? haiz.. lunch break was given.. but i gt no appetite.. wat we played juz now realli sux lorx.. wanna cry.. but i hold onto my tears.. haiz.. den went to lunch wif agnes n mel.. also wif xueling,evelyn,hui ting,dorothy.. hahaz.. den went back practice again lo.. help pin wif her script.. she is e mc for e nitex.. n xin jie also.. hahaz.. dunno y she suddenly cal mi mummy.. hee.. i not so old lehx. den hor.. pin will be yr grandma lehx.. hee.. co nitex start at 7pm.. den hor.. mi wanna shelter agnes out of sch.. rainin mah.. den ys,hsien han n jiunn yuan veri guo fen norx.. haiz.. kip playin n playin.. mi oredi veri fan le lorx.. den juz walk away n went to change.. den heard jy callin for mi.. haiz.. dun wan care.. feelin damn moody.. wanna go home n rest de.. performance was gd.. esp e singin part.. realli enjoyed it.. den went to eat.. gastric pain.. haiz.. cuz no eat during e 4smthin break.. mm.. den played lo.. arnd 9smthin den go home.. wanna slp le. hahaz.. imagine being in sch for 12 hrs?den runnin arnd doin work.. wha.. tiring.. den borrowed instrument.. cuz gt audition on 21 dec.. b4 e day i go malaysia.. hahaz.. den hor.. mdm lim suddenly call mi lehx.. i mean when i walk past her.. hahaz.. tot she wanna say smthin bad or wat.. but no laz..

she say," li yong arh.. veri gd. u help out alot n did alot of work.." hahaz.. translation ar.. she praise mi lorx.. wha! realli happy lehx.. 1st time she praise mi lorx.. say mi did work den help out.. hahaz.. glad tt she saw it.. if not i wanna die le.. hahaz.. jokin.. k la, mi wanna slp le.. gt tuition tmr.. so mux hab alot of energy.. hee.. next time den update abt mi n him de.. not gt no feelin to talk abt it.. byeiX..