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Date: Friday, December 31, 2004 Time: 6:19 AM [feelin sad.. heartbroken..sobs]
26th dec-gt a concert at SCH.. sian.. dun realli wanna go.. feelin so moody lo.. haiz.. thinkin of him again.. after tt went to lot one's pizza hut n ate our dinner.. gt mi,jy,jia,jess,pin n rui ning..but wait veri long lo.. took out marvin's present for mi n see.. so nice de.. thz marvin.. feelin moody still.. no mood.. no appetite.. haiz.. den took a cab home..cried on e way back.. sobs.. reach home n bath lo.. he called mi later.. heard mi cryin again.. haiz.. y everitime i cry den he called.. bluff him tt i was haven a flu.. noe tt he dun believe.. but.. juz dowan him to worry..went to slp lo.. eyes swollen le.. so painful.. in my heart as well.. 27th dec-ting came to my hse n pei mi.. noe tt i'm sad lo.. wish for company? yea..being wif them can realli make mi forget him for awhile.. arnd noon we went to westmall wif hong too.. meet her there.. went for lunch den walk walk lo.. mm.. den ting bought smthin for her 'love'.. so nice de.. wanna buy for him.. but mayb on valentine's day bah.. scarly tt time i dun like him le?dunno dunno.. went to arcade n play.. long time no go le.. played car racing n kayakin! hahaz.. actualli not realli like tt la.. but tt time realli laff lo.. 1st time i laff after i came back frm m'sia?mayb bah.. c,they realli can make mi dun tink abt him.. say tt he realli not worth it lo.. i shud gif up.. find a new guy, hu truly loves mi de.. haiz.. went to hong's hse.. zhan came later.. den ate dinner at her hse.. hahaz.. eat till veri full...hehex.. arnd 8pm liddat.. tired to go home.. so called mummy n tell her i not goin home.. she noe wat happen to mi.. i told mummy everithin.. she din scold mi.. onli advise mi tt tis guy realli not worth it.. see, gt mummy liddat tell child de.. tot she'll scold.. but she din.. hehex.. nice mummy.. understands mi e best.. cuz mi n her e same bdae date worx.. told hong all my probs.. wanna cry le.. den also sms wif him lo.. but after seein his last msg.. i realli felt like i'm juz a stupid fool.. i off my hp.. tears goin to roll down le.. on it again, he called.. i din listen.. ask hong help mi.. haiz.. i noe he's sorry of wat he said.. but he had said it le.. broke my heart too.. u've hurt mi so mani times.. y do i stil love u.. 29th dec- gt co.. woke up late.. 8.45am.. faster rush lorx.. reached at 9.15am.. took a cab lo.. haiz.. actualli dun wan to go de.. go le also sian.. haiz.. better dun go.. dun nd see pple.. as usual.. practise lo.. but for awhile onli.. no mood la.. den break le.. went to eat lunch.. den after tt went back sch lo.. took photos wif them.. wanna finish e film.. hahaz..nth special.. went lot one after co.. met my cousin lo.. den went home.. he too.. called mi at 11plus la.. say he tired le.. wanna slp.. den mi juz say gd nite to him lo.. haiz.. at least feelin much better after cryin for so many days.. went to study for awhile.. tired le.. slp at 12plus.. miz him alot still.. todae.. woke up at 12plus too.. slp for 12hrs.. gd slp.. hehex.. den wash up n saw my mei playin com.. went to drink a cup of milo lo.. den mei came out n cook lunch.. mi also gt help her lo.. hahaz.. nowadays, lunch is always cooked by us de.. hahaz.. easy to prepare de food la.. wanna study later.. chi n eng.. cuz sch reopenin soon le.. muz start afresh.. i'll n i muz.. concentrate on my studies.. n i tink.. i'll gif him up.. forget him.. he has hurt mi so mani times.. i tink i shud not carry on le.. sec 4 next year le.. muz concentrate on other things.. ~i'll nv forget wat happened on christmas day.. u gave mi e best present i ever had..~ byeix.. |