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Date: Sunday, November 07, 2004 Time: 1:00 PM
[hols come le.. but.. i'm not enjoying...]
wha.. long time no come n blog le.. quite alot of things happened during tis week.. gt happi de.. n sad sad de.. dunno wher to start frm.. haiz.. todae woke up.. saw his sms.. so sweet.. he send mi a morning msg.. contented le.. haiz.. i keep saying tt i wan to give up.. but.. i've tried.. i juz miz him.. alot alot.. cant get him out of my mind.. he's there.. always there.. i realli cannot forget him.. pple say.. it takes time to heal.. mayb bah.. he hurt mi so deeply.. but y.. i still love him, miss him.. treasure e moments i had wif him.. so nice n sweet.. but.. it wun be true animore le.. he's onli a memory frm now on.. a sad memory.. my heart had left a scar.. by him.. it hurts everi nite.. but when i saw his msg, it relieves a little.. contented le.. i had not received his calls animore.. i miss him.. tinking of him.. wat is he doin now? gt rest mah? gt eat mah? veri stupid hor? but.. it's jux mi mah.. blur n gong gong de.. haiz.. enuff of him le.. i juz hope.. a miracle will happen.. smthin tt will make my dream come true..
todae nth much happen lo.. stay at home play game again.. hahaz.. till 1 plus.. den went to bp plaza buy smthin.. gals stuff.. hee..bought long john silver back home for my mei mei n myself for lunch.. hee.. den watch tv lo.. sian.. still gt one compo n chi letter writing to do.. veri tired.. dun feel like doin.. whole mind doesn't seem to be focusing.. haiz.. jux feel like slpin n slpin n slpin.. till i wun wake up.. to tink of all tis things again.. when i woke up.. my pillow is always wet wet de.. cuz i cry myself to slp.. those memories.. are not cannot be erased.. cannot..i mayb stupid.. but.. wat can i do? unless.. i suffer frm head injury? mayb i can forget him le.. haiz..
i wish.. i can go back to e past.. but i noe i cant.. over le..haiz.. enuff of him le.. still haf to go sch for 1 more week.. veri sian sia.. haiz.. remedials lo.. mm.. our chem teacher goin back to her country le.. such a nice chem teacher.. taught mi chem hor.. den i scored A2 for end of year leh.. my chem always not gd de.. but.. she did her best.. hehex..wish her all e best..hope she'll come back soon! hehex.. mm.. so fast goin to sec 4 le.. next year will be a stressful yr.. cuz of o'levels ma.. hahaz..suddenly like dancing alot.. hehe.. keep diggin out my cds n create dance steps..hahaz.. siao le.. k la, stop here le.. goin dance liao.. cont next time.. hehex.. feelings like 360 degress change.. hahaz..