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✩ LiYonG ' vAnEssA
✩ 9-TeeN gOin 20 .
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✩ NUS Undergraduate tO be.
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      Date: Monday, October 18, 2004
      Time: 12:40 PM
    [GivinG up.. best Sol,huh?]sobs..

      sobs.. tis few days had been a terrible ordeal for mi.. heart goin break into thousands n thousands of pieces le.. it hurts.. realli hurts alot.. jux couldn't stand it animore le.. anitime i may burst out crying.. mayb even e thought of doin foolish n stupid things.. few days ago, i found out tt my close fren (so called betrayed) mi lorx.. it realli sux de.. feel like givin her a slap on her face.. i felt so angrie wif her lorx..actualli mi oredi gt tt feeling le.. juz dowan to make it so big.. but now realli cannot stand it le.. it's juz so stupid! i shud not have been so naive to trust her.. stupid dez!!!!! actualli gt link de lor.. but i juz dowan to say out wat happen.. haiz..

      den also saw *him* lorx.. omg.. more worst sia.. heart breaks even more.. wound cuts even deeper.. he realli hurts mi alot.. alot alot.. he noes.. but can he understand e pain i felt in my heart? it's like a thousand knives cutting into it.. one by one.. torturing mi all e while..i realli could not bear tis pain.. i cried.. cry till no more tears le.. till eyes swollen le.. yet.. no one noes.. i hurt myself.. no one noes.. i onli noe how to avoid.. drowning down e sorrows n sadness i had alowly.. but it's torturing.. my frens.. told mi tt he's not worth mi doin all tis.. he too, said tt to mi.. but i juz loved him alot.. i also wished.. i wish i'm not stupid to do all tis things.. but i juz couldn't control.. hu would wan to go thru tis thing..i'm juz like a fake person.. faking laughters which i dun meant it in front of e people.. inside.. it's raining.. blood..tears.. flowing down e wounds..sobs.. it hurts.. realli hurts... i realli feel like giving up le.. backing out shall be e best solution.. but.. i noe i'll regret.. cuz he's realli a nice n caring guy..

      but wat he did.. realli hurts mi alot.. shud i continue loving him? or gif up? i'm so confused.. realli dunno.. i even tot of goin missin.. but i noe he'll worry, which i dowan.. but.. i dun haf other choices..i felt so stress.. studies.. n love.. mayb i shud not go into a relationship after all.. i shud gif up.. even though i had to face him everyday,i'll try.. cuz.. i'm on e brink of breaking down ani moment.. i couldn't take it animore.. no longer.. if i were to carry on.. i dunno wat wil happen.. sobs...

      exams over le.. i shud relax myself.. frens hu are reading tis blog, wish ya all e best.. good luckx...


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